I might have mentioned that somewhere. But I was signing up for universities around June. And well I was not accepted anywhere. I was rather panicking because I was not having a thing after my social year.
I told some people about that but I really had an argue with my parents about that as well and I felt really, really bad in that time. So thank you people who were cheering me u during that time. I really needed that. And your kind words were the reason I felt okay during that time.
I was alread looking for trainees and this stuff and I was very unlucky with that as well. Well the one day my Mum said I should apply to the one university because there was a lottery for some studies.
Well I was applying to the university course Special Education. I was not really having any faith in this. Because ya know lottery and shit.
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?
Today I got a letter with the note of authorization. I MEAN OH MY GOD. I never felt that happy in my life before. REALLY.
First I was just staring then I was crying. I cried tears of joy and of relief. I am not a failure anymore. I am allowed to study, More out of luck but I am allowed to study.
I will put so much effort in this. Oh god I will not fail.
Thank you guys for all your support. I really want to snuggle all of you. I WUB YOU.
Also that means I will be everyday in a big city, really looking forward to that too. And I mean special education is great I am really interested in that.
So far my life is great.
I am really nervous about that but I hope I can handle that.
Now I am off to either play Pokémon or celebrate the fuck out of everything.